When East meets West

What happened just yesterday? It was you or it was me? I'm disappointed to an extreme. I never saw this coming. It sounded like a dream, a honeymoon, a time I would never wanted to forget. Do I have to go where you are or you have to come? Is that what happened? It's a matter of being a gentleman with a lady? It's a matter of just been present, I feel.
I freaking miss you but I don't understand exactly why.

I told you I'm going to be here with you, I am and I will. You and me have a business pending, one that comes from our souls. Sometimes we will not understand, it might get difficult... we saw. There's a big lesson to be learned and that way it will be.
Have a good life Mister N.

Where are you?

Im curious of this experience. I'm curious of your hands. I'm curious about what you can do, what you can reach. where you can go. So attractive, so interesting... so sexy. The way you sit... just with that you got me. What's going to happen tomorrow? I'm very curious Mister N.

Journey

It's been quite a journey. Some very painful, some not at all but oh so intense. Today I find myself in peace with life. Still and hopefully always struggling to be better, but the road so far I find it so rewarding. This Monday changed my life. I so much felt it all. Today I see who I am better than ever and I'm excited to discover more. I don't need anymore, I can get it always if I wish and work for it enough.
This is who I am. So me, so true...

A lesson...or some

I see sickness all around, I feel fear and I hear a lot of hope. I love you all so much and is hard to know that you are suffering. Your spirit is so brave, so strong. You are going to get better, please stay strong. Nina, Matty, Darryl, Tusa, Viviana... everything is going to be all right... believe, trust, feel.
I love you so much!

Hey you

Fueled of the mystery that surrounds you, those eyes that I can't figure out but I see them screaming. Just tell me why.

I want to know more with almost an unbearable desperation.

You hit me in my most delicate and secret weakness. I can't say the word until I have you in my face. That way you won't drive me crazy.

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Of course I write down, make lists, etc... The problem is that I have one notebook that fits each handbag...

Thank you

Thank you for your new found peace. For bringing back the light in your eyes. i missed it so much. The sad is not you, it was just a cloud and it's gone. Thank you for been here...again. I'm glad, so glad sometimes I don't understand why I let myself lose you so dangerously. Thank you for let it go, my life has not been the same, Thank you Princesa.