I don't know... time, space, love.

The hardest for me, not to know from you. I recognize the danger but I truly think such distance is just painful. We live the same path, one day we will have to confront each other, deal with us. For me, thats the definition of time. We can deal with us tomorrow or on the next lifetime, there's no escape just the choice to speed the process.

One thing for sure, I love you with all my heart.

Remember?

Do you remember one day I asked you to think of a spiritual goal which we together could commit to? Well, this is why. There is so much energy, so much light going on, we had to channel it fast. We didn't. It is all ok, this is what has to happen, this is what you and me have to go through. This is what you, my pretty boy, have to go through. Now, set yourself a goal, focus and go with love. You'll get through this, we will get through this, you will see.