Magic

Speechless of excitement, expectation, wonder. Do you believe in magic?

Now I understand...

The seed of our story and it's whole intention was off since the beginning. You probably had it all figured out but it is coming to me right now.

I say this because I've been trying to understand all these since the first day. Little by little, I'm getting there.

It's been a very interesting process, full of much of everything there is to feel.

I apologize for the stubbornness :)

Time for some feelings.

We've talked about all the things we did, about the things we should have not. About your truth and mine. About my beliefs and yours... Now is time for feelings.

I'm in love with you. Yes... suck it in, take your time and come back to this reality. I don't get it, I work sometimes harder to get you out of my mind and my heart... it just doesn't work.

My perspective has changed, that's for sure. But you? Still here full force.

I just don't understand... we'll see.

Tu...

Me gustaria recordar como es pasar un dia sin pensar en ti ni un segundo.

Sleep

If I go to sleep I can't think of you until tomorrow... I should.

I want to live a thousand years...

In the year 1000,
He was so in love, he would bring the sun down for her... she was a nun.
A thousand and ten years later...
He is jewish, she's not.
They'll have to wait again.
I want to live a thousand years.

Everything...

My arms, my lips, my bed, my eyes, the night, my ears, the shower, the dog, my skin, the phone, my time, my legs, my back, the couch, the doorman, my hands, the candles, the oil, the box in the drawer, my heart... We miss you so much.

In another life

We'll see each other in another lifetime. We will meet again until we sort out this religious difference.
I enjoyed every second of it, every inch of you. I was treated like a queen, you were treated like a king.
I have a lot more to give you.
Some other lifetime my Love.

Everything is possible Amor.

I know the road looks scary. I know that everything from the outside looks so different between us, almost impossible to make it happen. Nobody said things would be easy.

What's going on between us is not something that happens every day, all these feelings cannot be just an illusion. I have a lot of doubts and fears too and I ask the light every day to guide me, to show me the path and to help me keep my feet on the ground because all this has been so beautiful, so hard to believe its true.

When I said I would go all the way with you I meant it. Yes, it has been incredible in a physical way but is not only that and you know it.

How will we ever know if this is the right thing if we don't give it a chance.
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing by writing this to you but I can't let you go just like that.

Everything is possible Amor.

Long story... short

In the middle of December, I received an invitation to lunch. He said to me that we were gonna end up together, with 3 children. AHH! He sent gifts to all my family, he was so certain, it made me think...
A few weeks ago, I sat next to a beautiful lady. She was telling me her boyfriend and her had been together for around 6 months.
End of Story.

Friday Night

I spent a beautiful evening. Your sole presence lights the whole room.
I wanted to hug you.

I lost all control...

Hola Lindo. Remember about "The Conversation"? I know you do. I know what you said, I know what we talked about. Are we really that different because it doesn't feel like.

Your gentleness is driving me crazy. Your beauty is so hard not to love. Inside and out, from head to toe, front and back... so overwhelming some times. (I stole some of those last words from you, thanks).

I try hard to understand what I'm feeling and I try the hardest not to fall for you. I have to confess I'm not having much success. I can't explain to you on what level you are getting inside my soul. I want to let myself go, I'm afraid.

I see you in my past, in the present and in the future. What is this?

Where am I standing? What am I doing? Some days I'm as happy as can be to feel all this for you. Other days, I'm terrified I can loose.

You look so in control, I ask myself it you are feeling the same.

When East meets West

What happened just yesterday? It was you or it was me? I'm disappointed to an extreme. I never saw this coming. It sounded like a dream, a honeymoon, a time I would never wanted to forget. Do I have to go where you are or you have to come? Is that what happened? It's a matter of being a gentleman with a lady? It's a matter of just been present, I feel.
I freaking miss you but I don't understand exactly why.

I told you I'm going to be here with you, I am and I will. You and me have a business pending, one that comes from our souls. Sometimes we will not understand, it might get difficult... we saw. There's a big lesson to be learned and that way it will be.
Have a good life Mister N.