Where are you?

Im curious of this experience. I'm curious of your hands. I'm curious about what you can do, what you can reach. where you can go. So attractive, so interesting... so sexy. The way you sit... just with that you got me. What's going to happen tomorrow? I'm very curious Mister N.

Journey

It's been quite a journey. Some very painful, some not at all but oh so intense. Today I find myself in peace with life. Still and hopefully always struggling to be better, but the road so far I find it so rewarding. This Monday changed my life. I so much felt it all. Today I see who I am better than ever and I'm excited to discover more. I don't need anymore, I can get it always if I wish and work for it enough.
This is who I am. So me, so true...

A lesson...or some

I see sickness all around, I feel fear and I hear a lot of hope. I love you all so much and is hard to know that you are suffering. Your spirit is so brave, so strong. You are going to get better, please stay strong. Nina, Matty, Darryl, Tusa, Viviana... everything is going to be all right... believe, trust, feel.
I love you so much!

Hey you

Fueled of the mystery that surrounds you, those eyes that I can't figure out but I see them screaming. Just tell me why.

I want to know more with almost an unbearable desperation.

You hit me in my most delicate and secret weakness. I can't say the word until I have you in my face. That way you won't drive me crazy.

Quote

Of course I write down, make lists, etc... The problem is that I have one notebook that fits each handbag...

Thank you

Thank you for your new found peace. For bringing back the light in your eyes. i missed it so much. The sad is not you, it was just a cloud and it's gone. Thank you for been here...again. I'm glad, so glad sometimes I don't understand why I let myself lose you so dangerously. Thank you for let it go, my life has not been the same, Thank you Princesa.

In Love

With the idea of you, with those eyes that I can't take out of my brains. I noticed you since long ago and you noticed me. I heard i would find you, I like to listen, I choose to listen. Your walk I can hear it coming, I recognize it out of a hundred. One more period, the last. Will it be the last? We'll see. You said 30, I say now... I can wait, for not much longer. Because I feel you stupidly, arrogantly, stubbornly, strongly, truly.

Can I ask?

Do you ever ask yourself? Is this really happening? Is it just in my 1%? Why I don't understand? Why do I feel it so deeply? Did I just screw it? What sign are you? Are you calling the shots? Are you feeling the same? Are you not? Are you coming? Did you leave? Were you ever here? Are you here to stay? Will I ever see you again? Can I call you my love? Can I kiss you those lips?

You are here, I feel you

I can feel you. I dream of you, pretty face. Your eyes say something, your words are some I don't understand. I just surrender to the force within this feeling. You are close. I can feel your warmth, you walk by me. A first timer. I don't see, I just feel. I wanna look into your eyes. Prove me right or wrong. Let's walk this walk holding our hands.

I'm tired... I am

I'm tired of being sorry, I'm tired of being wrong. I'm tired of thinking, I'm tired of trying...I'm tired of this mess.
I am who I am and I am who I love to be.

A new beginning

Today is a new day, I finally realize it's over... after so many tears. But that, my man, is a good thing. Now I understand the concept of not looking back. Now I'm able to see ahead, to be happy, to smile. And to recognize in the mirror the woman I lost so many years ago. And let me tell you, I almost forget how Beautiful she is...

Where do I start to pick the pieces of my broken heart?

When a man loves a woman...

In the struggle of every night, in the effort of getting your soul out of mine. Is that even possible?

We thought we were one soul. We might be on another level even unknown for our own senses. To let go, else say. Is there a manual for that or it just comes when you get a distraction from another lonely heart?

If I just knew... if I just had a bit of the feeling that I have right now. If I just knew how to care, how to give, if I just knew how much I can miss you.

My dear man, I will love you forever.

While on the life of a busy mother

I wake up every day thinking... what will the day will bring for us? And when the first thing you see are those pairs of eyes looking at you with the same question, you can just wake up with the biggest smile and make it the best day ever... With all my love my boys.

Alexandra The Make Over

She went to the salon for a hair cut, nails done, shampoo and the whole nine. She came out with a couple of green cute ribbons in her ears, of course they lasted no more than 5 minutes, looked adorable! She still does even without them.

Well, it looks like Alexandra is famous already. Everybody knew she was up for adoption, except for me. Her eyes are much better, except for some parasites, she is in perfect health!
She is camera shy... or she really doesn't care about the fact that I harass her to get a good picture, she wasn't sleeping, she just didn't want to smile for the camera.
Coming up next, Alexandra... The Make Over.

Alexandra

Is the name of our new puppy. Someone at the management office at our building found her at the garage after the storm on Friday. They were looking for a family for her, apparently they found it.

She has "cherry eyes" a condition that make her eyes red and very swollen. I'm taking her to surgery tomorrow. Let's hope for her full recovery.

My boys chose the name and I love it!

She is a cocker spaniel, 3 months old, so cute!! She follows me everywhere, I got a new shadow!

We welcome Alexandra to our family!

Auction on Ebay

As promised... here is the link for the auction on Ebay.

Please, check it out. The pieces are beautiful!! 

  http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=120429186911

If you can't click it, please copy paste it to your browser.

Have a wonderful day!!!

A Rose for Malawi

I've being involved since a couple of years with some non profits organizations and foundations. 

It makes me realize how fortunate we are to have a life and a choice to live it at our best capacity. 

One cause that specially touched my heart is "Raising Malawi". It is dedicated to eradicate extreme  poverty and educate children about HIV / AIDS. 

It's a nation where there are almost no mothers because of this disease, children are the ones that take care of themselves and the little ones!

I have two children, I just can't bare the thought of them taking care of each other because there is no one around to feed them, say I love you and tuck them into bed. 

The way I've being able to help is with my art, I'm a photographer. Whether it is shooting events, fashion photo shoots, designing websites (yes, I do that too) or donating art, I've had the opportunity to share with the ones who need it most. 

This time I'm auctioning some pieces of art to get funds for the cause. 

A series of 3 photographs, mounted in acrylic with an aluminum bond. They look absolutely stunning! 

I'll post the link very very soon!!

Everything we do counts... everything.

With all my love, Carolina.

I've always believed

It's my true conviction since I was a little girl that change in this world can be made with the efforts of every human being. With all our own individual work.

Here I'll post all things that come to my life that help me transform my existence in this world.

Because I care and I think you too.

My best, Carolina.